nightmare

I was back in Florida.

My Indiana services were going to cancel if I didn't go back right away.

My husband refused to come back with me.

I couldn't figure out how to survive without him.

But I definitely couldn't survive in Florida without the services that keep me alive. 

I woke up an hour ago and I'm in Indiana. In my section 8 apartment. My husband still loves me. I still have benefits.  I am still surviving and will be thriving soon but I can't stop this panic attack.