4:30 AM Poem

The past haunts me every night 

But I never know if the memories are true 

Because you won't tell me 

I've got so many questions 

You won't answer 

I've asked so many times 

Your answers that you do give make no sense 

I know experts say you don't need the memories to heal 

But I'm trying so hard 

And I still feel like I'm drowning 

I just want to sleep and feel peace in my body

The burden of grief I feel in my chest is so heavy I can't breathe

And I still don't have answers 

I never will