I'm scared

I'm scared of

The amount of hours I've been sleeping 

The way I don't want to get up when I need to eat

The way I have no idea of it's day or night after waking up 

The things I am missing as I'm sleeping 

The way my joints have been swelling and hurt so badly 

The fact that my anxiety has gotten so much worse 

The way that I'm feeling so dizzy at random times 

The fact my appetite is decreasing 

The chills I've been getting that don't calm down even with extra blankets 

The reality that I have no idea what these symptoms mean nor how long it will take to know