self worth

My self worth is so low today 

I feel entirely useless 

I feel like everyone thinks I'm crazy 

That I'm overreacting 

That I'm making problems 

That I should get over it. 

They aren't acting like they think that 

But my brain is telling me they are

I'm so fatigued and so over everything. 

I stayed in Indianapolis to rest. I should have flown the rest of the way to Oregon.  We shouldn't have stayed here.  There has been no rest and there will be no rest.  Being sick is a full time discriminatory and isolating job and it never ends. 

I can't deal.  I need to go nap.  Yay for a 9:30 am nap...