It's 6 am

It's 6am. 

I can't sleep anymore.

Too many dreams and

Too much stress.

Social security hearing 

Today at 9:30. 

Then I have to submit complaints

Again

Because my apartment complex still hasn't fixed the elevator.

I have important stuff coming up.

I was supposed to go to the John Green talk in a couple days.

I wanted to see the flowers at the art museum.

I wanted to participate in the book crawl 

I wanted to do something outside of my home for my birthday.

But I can't climb up or down stairs so I am officially stuck. 

They said it will take 2 weeks to fix.

I told them around 11 yesterday that it's unacceptable and against ADA.

I have not heard back so I have to complain about another business again 

And it's going to make living here toxic just like the last place.  

I'm so upset.