3/13/25 4:30 pm

Social security hearing went well according to attorney. I won't know the decision for 30-90 days if there even still is social security then...

I'm in a bad crash. The stress of this, my elevator being broken for 10 days, constant nightmares, having to miss seeing John Green talk about his new book tomorrow, my birthday coming up and not knowing if I should even bother planning anything, etc. 

I've been sleeping all day. Talking is basically impossible. My voice isn't going above a whisper. I'm nauseous but I haven't eaten in more than 8 hours. Everything hurts. Light and sound suck. I'm soooo exhausted and sick.

😭😭😭