Death

My psychiatrist asked me today if I feel like I want to die. 

I want the exact opposite 

I want to fight so I can truly live 

My life now is not truly living 

It's honestly barely life at all 

But my drive to fight 

That I've had my whole life 

Is still in me 

I am resilient 

I am resourceful 

And I am confident I will find some way to be happier 

And live a full life 

I always am able to get what I need 

I do whatever it takesMy life isn't over 

It's just beginning