44 Minutes

Dying back here.

Doctor tomorrow. 

My mask won't stay on my eyes

The trees are going by so fast

It's making me dizzy 

I can still hear every sound

From the cars on the road

With yoga nidra 

playing on my headphones 

So I switch to pop punk.

Not relaxing

Nostalgic. 

Every bump hurts

Even though 

I'm on more cushions 

than the Princess and the Pea

I'm so sweaty 

From just getting ready.

I am so lightheaded.

I need to start deep breathing 

In

Hold

Out

In

Hold

Out

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